Unfortunately you are right in one fact though,
this will be indeed endless,
until you are honest with yourself and others.
See, you follow as others also did,
in their foreign respected religions and beliefs,
with supposed holy works and teachings,
but you instead maliciously captured from these,
what you had not enough understanding of,
out from your and someone else’s past,
thus changing it all by your own choice only,
yet when others do practically the same for themselves,
suddenly it causes you to become upset and concerned.
Barricading in a sorry lack of defense,
just displays your crucial missing knowledge,
since admitting weakness is firmly not an option,
covering a business already built upon lies and betrayal,
now drenched in countering silence and stale repetition,
reining as the prime tactic,
which claims to speak for one’s enemies as well as oneself.
Your personal fear and greed pointed out earlier,
of course thoroughly ignored every time,
provides the necessary myopic leadership,
for others to then exactly take from you,
as you took from others of before and more,
and obviously denial simply makes this worse,
so by all means, do your very damnedest in vain.