I would like to say,
that most of what you’ve spoken here is true,
and not just your flagrant opinion,
except I can’t,
since I’m not living from your end,
to be able to correctly make that judgment,
as we too are actually mere strangers.
They simply qualify as pressures of yours,
and they do not have to apply to anyone else,
because not everyone has an equal measure of life,
where one could necessarily idealize a great point,
or meaning to one’s existence,
after all it is just this one life,
as with your own life,
all are sufficiently influenced,
yet we’re still ultimately ruled separately.
I’m not going to know why,
or for how long,
you have thought along these lines,
but I have known and fought with around those same thoughts,
for well over 35 years now,
and I’ve reflected many many times through those years,
exactly about its true justification,
why not end it,
kill myself,
than have to suffer more long bouts of depression.
Sadly, we both house an extremely negative view of life,
and somehow I have also known a lot worse than you,
mine is a major effect after much reasoning and consideration,
as I’ve said,
I wish I could genuinely agree with what you’ve voiced,
less that area concerning your utter insistence about not needing any help,
or even advice,
but I will have to respect your wishes and leave you to your own choosing.